I love you… these words are overly used and abused. You may have heard it said million times from different people. Singers sing it and lovers love to hear it. Who can live without it? Even the meanest of mean knows how to love. Who can escape from the powers of the word love?
Loving you is not that easy, yet I choose to love you. I gave you everything though you offered me nothing. I give as you take. I’ve shown you in many ways how much I love you. I never got tired of confessing how I love you. I waited and hoped that you’d love me in return. As days went on, months and years passed us by but I never felt your love. I am afraid to loose you but there’s no other choice but to let you go.
I wish my heart will learn to forget every memory, every embrace, kiss and touch that we shared. I know, it will be hard living without you for you have been my life, you have been my all. As I say my goodbye, my heart goes with it. Keep it, in case you’ll need it sometime.
Honesty is, as the song goes, a lonely word. Despite the element of love being present at a relationship, deceit usually happens.It is either you’re the one who is cheating or the one who’s been cheated on. Sad but true. Can you proudly say, deceit is something that is foreign to you? I wouldn’t buy that.
I have been cheated many times, funny thing is… I have a lot of “I forgive you” in store. Maybe this is the reason why “sorry” marked me as one of its favorites. Being cheated on is something I wish I won’t experience again. It really hurts and I know I don’t deserve it. I am faithful (honest!), so I find it hard to accept being deceived. I am beautiful according to my parents and as I see myself in the mirror, I proved it to be true. So I ask myself “What have I done wrong?”.
If ever you experienced the same and asked the same question, the answer is simple. You did nothing wrong, it’s you’re partner. Cheaters prove themselves to be weak and easy prey for fleshly temptation. It’s not your fault that you’re partner decided to commit such unfaithfulness and there is nothing you can do to stop them. It is for them to stop and for you to just accept it.
If you can’t bear being cheated, leave him/her alone.
Whatever I am writing this for, I don’t know. I just hope I won’t learn the art of cheating.
Everybody experiences disappointments. I believe it’s one of those “can’t live without em” thing in our life. Nobody would want to experience disappointments but since this is inevitable, online help for handling disappointments comes handy. May it be petty or not, disappointments must be handled in a manner that would best benefit the person. Disappointments builds up and if left unsettled, this may cause you to be down and really depressed. Worst is, it may lead to your death… sudden or slow death.
However petty it is, dealing with it at immediately will spare you from going through worst cases. Having experienced many disappointments in life… may it be with family, friends and work, i have experienced that this usually works out for me…
- Acceptance – The moment I feel bad because things did not turn out to work just as I expected it to, I say… “that’s life… it’s not always a sure win.” Accepting the fact that I am having disappointments lessens my emotional burden.
- Moving On – Life does not end there. I don’t forget or even try to forget disappointments. It stays there but I don’t dwell on it. I learn from it. Then go ahead with other stuffs in my life. Anyway, life has so many concern and I can’t let those “many” go unattended just because I am disappointed.
Being disappointed over life’s stuffs… family, friend and work is something you have no control over but being diappointed over yourself…that’s what you have control over… exercise and enjoy it.
I want to do something. This actually excites me’ gives me the thrill and well I am beginning to like the challenge. I am seeing this man… he’s a family man. He was and still is my friend. I am just curious how he would react if I give in to his flirtations. I want to know if he would go all the way and do it or he’d keep our friendship. Not that I want to ruin his family it’s just that this thoughts had been occupying my mind lately and I want to answer the questions that’s repeatedly playing on my mind.
Anyway, before I’ll leave our place. I will have my answers.
Life is full of surprises, challenges, success, failure, joy and tears. If you haven’t experienced all of these I guess you were born DEAD!
In every challenge and trials that comes to our lives, if it doesn’t kill us, it always gives us something that would help us grow. We just have to open our eyes and see beyond what is happening.
The failure and success are what we have at the end of every circumstance that we have been through. The result of every decision that we made.
It brings us joy and tears. Something to celebrate.
What am I writing here? I just want to write after having been crying and pouring out to the Lord. I wanted to write… and this is what I write… Oh my… I think I need a person to talk to!
